flash of momentum

It's been awhile again. life takes hold and suddenly i forget that the internet ever existed. let's see... i got into school, starting august 23, and realized just how much work i have to get done on my own projects before i won't have time to work on them. so i've been writing, for 3-6 hours a day, typing up every single dream i ever had, and then deconstructing all the symbolism; places, characters, objects, actions, shades of ligth and color, impedences and other strange psychological effects, so that i can begin seeing exactly what my psyche contains and how to put it all back together into this novel. beyond that continuing madcap research, deconstructing the occult symbolism in jodorowsky's "holy mountain" for a friend's disertation, inventing new techniques, recording more of my past, playing music, being in love. every day shows me so much, i am learning at such an incredible rate, about how i work, what things mean to me, what it means to be in love again, to be a friend and son... and i'm not even in school yet. suffice to say that it is hard to find time or desire to post here, since the work i'm doing is very different than that which is just updates of my life for other people.

perhaps you'll hear from me later...